She woke up this morning and things felt better. Not drastically better but better than yesterday. She knew everything wasn’t going to be ok right now but it gave her hope that maybe someday it would be. For brief moments when she was standing all alone, sun beating down on her face, crisp fall air blowing through her hair, she thought about how wonderful it would be to have him there holding her hand, but that moment passed and she wished him love, and let it go. She just let it go.